Fricking 21 years old!!!
Congraaats!!!
21 years full of shite (by me) for me and only me and my eyes to see.. Sometimes semi-poetic, sometimes cringe, sometimes creepy but sometimes just a little heartfelt..
Thank you for keeping the peace, a place to vent when everything seems to be falling apart. And these days its looking worse by the minute..
xxmemememememe me.
Hello sweet blog..
It looks like a bad year for 90's sitcoms stars.. so many deaths suddenly.. Just recently Eric Dane (mc Steamy on Grey's anatomy) left the earthly realms due to ALS, leaving behind 2 teenager daughters after just one year of knowing about this horrible disease.. his health declined badly so fast.. i'ts sad he died at 53.
He was also known for his work on Charmed as love interest to Phoebe.. that's the second one after Julian McMahon last year, who died of cancer. How sad all..
Rest in peace !
So VERY ironically he died day to day 20 years since his first appearance on Grey's! Its like the universe is telling us something again.
xxKeiko
Hiyo!! Dear Blog.. And a happy new year to you too..
Sorry, the deadline of wishing best wishes is actually officially over, but still..
I'm actually counting down to your birthday the end of February!
What news?
- Not much - still having a marriage - still having only 2 kids (forever) :) (thankyouverymuch)
- Lovely partys for the newyear/Christmas (!) with the fam..
- Still aching for a new job and surfing the net everyday.
- been traumatized and scarred forever by my job, but still acting like a grownup and trying to forget everything that happend at school.. (will never recover from that I presume) so thats way i'm actively jobhunting, cos, enough is enough.
just the usual... I assume..
ohyeah..
- some of the weirdest shit being thrown my way, like the universe IS telling me SOMETHING i don't get it!!!!!
It all started last week when thinking about something about school, the afterschoolcare. Sometime ago I worked at a Afterschoolcare in Zulte/Olsene and Machelen. I wanted something to figure out about this operation, why it's so good and why Gavere didn't have this too.. I wanted to ask my principal about it, so I went to look up his former school for the same information about afterschooldaycare.. It turns out there was this one girl I went to school with in the 90's that was principal at that school
NOW. OK wow, mind blown.. I mentioned this to the principal .. haha.. coincidence (I think not)
Then, second .. just yesterday I got my invitation for the Erasmus project, when I got to visit the Netherlands.. and who is on that mailing list...???? yes.. the freaking same person!!!!!!!!!! She will be coming too on the erasmus project.. OF allll the persons of alllll the places.. Coincidence? (That's quite debitical)
Then third... just TODAY... the speaker of this evenings thingamajig mentiones casually that his small kids go to a school AT JUST THE SAME FREAKING SPOT!!! And whadayaknow. AKA. the SAME PERSON..
WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE NETHERLANDS THIS APRIL????
I have no idea, but it sounds terrifying.. It even looked like... something KARMA would pull off? No? For me? Or for her? I dunno.. but i'm quite scared.
I do remember her as a very fine friend in elementary, but when in highschool, we were never close again, I think because of the 'other directions'.. (I went to BSO - more or less more for proffesionol directions like - hairdresser, chef or childcare worker) and she went to something other .. Or perhaps there was something I did or said? I'm actually very bad at making and keeping friends, so that could be very real thing.
but in the end we both became kindergartenteachers... she's a principal, i'm a kindergartenteacher in a rut.
Even Karma could not be going this hard? I DUNNO. It freaks me out.
So.. to end that note.. I'm OUTTA HERE
Listen to this gem I recently discovered by 't hof van Commerce: 'Ik ben hier weg..' (I'm out of here)
Again.. with the samples, from a sample, from another sample.. are there any original tunes nowadays?
But hey.. it's a good sample. "Ben Ier Weg” is de eerste single die het Hof uitbracht die op hun nieuwe ep, Á La Belgique, zal staan. “Ben Ier Weg” is gebaseerd op van Jo Lemaire, een lied dat voor Kowlier en Buyse pure nostalgie is." (but also..
and YAS.. that Western - Flemish Dialect.. quite alright.
But how badly I want to sing this every day sometimes...
ORIGINAL:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RAJdafk1Y8 (Serge Gainsbourg 1973)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yg_H6uvjOZk (Jo Lemaire et Flouze 1981)
And now this one from 'thof van Commerce'.. it's a zinger.
And to top it of in the car riding home, contemplating things.. asking myself WHY I have the feeling of being stuck.. even imprisoned in my life/work... (yes.. it was a hard day with lots of stages, tired toddlers, dances and grandparents and to top it of with a MEETING with 100 persons and loud talking speakers.)
I heard this one..
Sweet about me, nothing sweet about me, yeahSweet about me, nothing sweet about me, yeahSweet about me, nothing sweet about me, yeahSweet about me, nothing sweet about me, yeah
(by Gabriella Cilmi https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvuyYj5ROmk)
Yes.. its the truth.. there IS nothing sweet about me... i'm actually quite BITTER.
XX Keiko
