Graduated...

Hi everyone ;)

It's me again!! Guess what happend? I did something unbelieveble! I graduated.. I graduated from the KATHO.. You wouldn't have thought it right? Well.. it was very exciting, but now the whole journey is over. How do I think about it?

It's a fantastic but also a sad story..

Yesterday we got our 'yes your passed' from mrs Delaere and today we got the chance to go to Kortrijk and get that damn diploma! Yay :).. With tight space our little car (and my father has a big one actually) we made it in 45 minutes.. wow! Who else was with me? Michael, dad, mom and bro..

At Six -ish, the 'party' started.. with lots of talk talk talk, by the principal of this, the principal of that and so on.. It was sometimes very long, but interesting (and also a bit mesmorising.. thoughts such as :'what the hell I'm a doing here' crossed my mind..) A little piece of our experiences (and adventures) abroud were shown as well!! YAY Ireland!!!! Love ya..

But in the end we then had the chance to get up and get that diploma,. rip it out of the Katho's hand and hold it closely to yourself never letting it go.
Most of the students got an 'Okay diploma' but there were a few who had 'with a certain something something.. you know what I mean.. :) (*onderscheiding)
But in the wee end, I'm happy to have it anyway..

After we got our grades I had to think about our little group that I started off back in the first year.. Elien, Mieke, Natalie, Lien... and then a year later.. Kimberly and Sarah.. too bad they weren't with us.. maybe if they had persevered they could have made it? I don't know.. maybe not,.. some things done by the Katho are not to be forgotten.. and some things were pretty hard!

I am happy for the other students to be graduated as well..
As for Joke, I'm sorry for her, they didn't let her pass.. Wow.. It's really really harsh.. I can't understand that.. There was another girl who didn't pass the 3rd year, but I really didn't now her! Oh dear.. That shows how my relation to my fellow students were..

An overal reflection is actually -what saddens me- that I never did take the chance to get to know people,.. maybe that's because of the chances I did take kinda backfired back to me? I don't know.. I never was too good with relations and other people.. I'm happy to have meet so many people and shared the experiences with them as well :)

I'm going to miss my daily trips to the trainstation and then taking the train to Tielt together with my train buddies..
Only Eline was the last one remaining,.. (others gone by car off course)

It saddens me that all is over.. I'm quite depressed (and tired!) of this emotional day.. On the way back home I kinda realised everything was over.. done.. finito... but is it the end? Shit.. I wanna do something else.. but my mother doesn't want me to be the 'eternal student'.. It would cost us a fortune.. yet again!

Luckely my Mickey (:P) really supports me and can be my rock in troubled water (as a manner of speaking :p) I now have one certainty in my life that I can say with lots of happiness in my heart. (and if it's too sweet for you, just ignore what I did)

But now I'm actually not looking forward to whatever else is coming, cos I know i'm not gonna like it.. Not the way I want it to be! :S
Shit
I will have to survive in this crazy fucked up world.. shit.. the more I think about it.. the more it scares me a little! :S
woooooooot...
Thought #1: What do I want to do? Study? work? do some evening courses??
Thought #2: Is this the final chapter? Do I have to work for the rest of my life? The great thing about this is.. now I really have a purpose.. In the beginning I wasn't quite sure what my purpose would be when I finished College,.. but now I know.. I want to contribute something to the society.. the society of Children.. cos they are important. Not only I want to.. but I have the knowledge to do this as well! :)

It's unbelieveble right?
Thought #3: What about schools? What about getting to a school?
Thought #4: A really jalous one actually.. A couple of people got an A+diploma.. and not me.. for once! (why were things so easy back in Highschool??)
Thought #5: A bit of a dissapointment.. didn't I wanted to say bye to the rest of the others? Why didn't I take any pictures? I normally do this very impulsive.. but not today.. The main reason was I think, I didn't wanted to see Celine and Elke walking around.. with an air.. Maybe I was a little bit ashamed as well..
Thought #6: Overal thought: I came, I saw and I conquered them all.. and now I have to so something else. I have a responsebility! Yikes.. what a word!

Wow.. could you ever imagine me to be a kindergartenteacher? I have to say it over and over and over again.. I still can't believe it! No really.. My first year sucked big time.. my second first year was a fresh start.. my second year was an exciting one.. with the whole 'I want to go to Ireland' thingy.. and the third year was practically in Ireland! :)
I don't know what to write next.. it's weird. This Blog lasted for almost 4 years.. It has cost me blood, sweat and tears to write everything in this Blog.. It became my Diary.. With all my ups and my (most depressing) downs.. I am definitly going to proceed in writing on this blog.. but not as much as used to? Will see about that..

Now I just want to sit back, relax and think about all the good things (and stupid typical 'sara' things)

Bye for now :) Cu soon ;)
love..
xxx Miss Sara